well, "we" don't all know it, but it does sound like you have a grudge against judges since you keep bringing it up. have you ever entered a fish in a koi show? do you feel that the judge(s) wronged you?
i can't imagine anyone taking on the job of judging a koi show. it seems like everyone would be second guessing you and questioning your opinion. combine that with what the japanese favor or the brits favor or what individuals favor and the bias of individual owners and you are not going to please everyone. you would probably have lots of friends before the show and only one afterward!