[QUOTE=cmalgee;115124]
Now in my first days of looking into the koi-bito forum (that I really love so far), I got excited about the prospect of getting a beautiful showa from enkoi, and asked jnorth if I could participate in the grow out. After reading more about the conditions necessary to get the full benefit of a premium quality koi, I believe I need more room to do one of those beauties justice for more than a few years. Thank you very much jnorth for allowing me to participate, but I would feel like I was wasting a great fish if I brought an 8-10" premium in to such a small area. I think the difference in size of the pond alone would cause a great deal of stress, but I didn't realize that until I had already asked to participate, so I apologize that I didn't explain my concerns to you earlier.
Cliffs notes:
Hi!
I have a small pond that is well-filtered for now
I've got 3 pond quality koi
Asked to join in enkoi grow out
backed out without telling jnorth
Sorry. Hope you don't hold it against me!
I'll be happy to answer any questions or comments![/QUOTE]
No big deal

You probably did the right thing. No one will hold it against you.